and out of a sudden, I'm like missing Jian Yong. Its like centuries since i last saw him.
havn been see-ing the blackie charmaine, guang the prata man and all >.< theres so many people i havn been see-ing since the last day of school, darn it.
and why did the rain stopped? It happens to suit my mood just right and it had to stop. and I'm turning soft, easily becoming emo, easily having millions of thoughts -.- I guess its the studying withdrawal symptoms , without all that bitchy contents in the books to fill up my brain, its begining to be so empty and letting its thoughts run wild. ever thought what happens after you die? nono, i aint emo now, but i thought ovr it jst now. maybe i'll jst lie in some dark place and watch the world spin without me -.- like, watching all of you take back the bitchy o's results thinking lucky me, im dead. :D or maybe i can still walk arnd? you guys cant see me for sure! tht way, I can do loads of stuff i wanna try in my life but i doubt there will be any chance! like er, i will wanna try out see-ing the world! like climb up to the summit of some ulu mountains and watch this bitchy world :D
kay enough, not like I wanna die so fast. afterall i havn figure out the way i wanna die. its 3 pm, 12 hrs ago i tried posting an entry too, an uber long one. bt it failed somehow, so yeah, im lazy to retype em all over.
and i guess, after all rantings, life still goes on.
I jst thought of something tht made me said wtf to myself -.- and guess whats the something?
i thought of my life as a slut. and i thought, " my life is a slut i wanna fuck " . fuck me -.-
一天一天的等下去一夜一夜的痛下去
但我也只能够眼看着你一步一步的离去
