I don't know, theres quite a few million of thoughts in my head right now, so much so much I don't know where to start with. I guess I'll start with something gloomy, but almost all of the thoughts in my head are gloomy and negative -.- fuck all this.
I'm broke, I'm jobless, and I'm stupid.
yeah, pris said I'm picky, how true indeed to think of it.
i deserve it, and my fucking stupidity will one day cause me to die.
i think im
cursed -.-
some mother fucker must have put a spell on me. I'm feeling fucked up, I'm pretty much screwed by financial problems, I'm quarelling with my parents ovr practically everything, and all of, many many feelings chose to visit at this stupid time -.- anyone know any immortals? I really need to be saved somehow, seriously.
and yes, though many times i doubt im one of the people in my clique, i
love all of them.
i dont know, maybe i'm just being anyhow, but yeah, I'm better off dead without those people.
不曾拿起，谈何放下.
我拿起过，也曾很痛苦的放下过。
but i still miss you, and i still love you.
