oh fuck hell.
i cant breathe again -.-
my house doesn't even need a clock anymore, cos my routine is made up of stuff that dosnt requires time management xD and because my mum dosnt dare to interfere w my routine since i jst had one hell of a big quarrel w her, im getting from bad to worse -.- i stuck my arse to the comp whn i woke up at 1 before breakfast, thn straight to the ps2 to kill time, thn i slept agn til now. and the moment i woke up, im using the comp agn -.- and seriously, i think my main reason to blog right now is to complain about my mother.
before i complain i must say, yes im at fault. most of the faults, lies w me. but i jst cant do without complaining luh -.- firstly, i dont evn know the age of my mum and dad, not evn the year they're born in. next, i've only realised my mother's routine life is such tiring and the reason why she goes to the market evry morning is to jst but have a cup of coffee w her friends and BUY MY BREAKFAST. then, being such an unfilial son, i often scold her for being too naggy. and the worse thing, i think i know where all my faults lie and i do absolute nothing about it. sheeeeesh. fuck me seriously.
fine fine forget it.
shall not complain bout her since she be the one complaining.
and sorry for missing the wild wild wet trip people! and please don't think that i frigging cooked up a story of going to Malaysia just to skip the trip, because the very reason of me and my mum quarreling was because i missed the trip thinking i had to go Malaysia and it turns out they cancelled it without my notice -.- fuck, so much for the intention of bring me there and cancelling it without telling me. anyhow, my bad, sorry.
and oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI YANG! happy sweet 16th! sorry i cant be there to share the joy they guys are having right now, but i wish you xin xiang shi cheng uh!
and bao chuan jst emailed me! :DDDDDDDDD
she reached China alrdy! but she didnt mention hows she doing luh.
yesyes, dont worry, i missed you and im missing you luh buddy!
get back faster so we can go out uh! and my apologies for always saying i'll ask you out but end up i'm always being too busy or smt. >.< TAKECARE AND HAVE FUN OVR THR KAY! :D
argh, i dont know.
i have fuck loads of stuff i wanna say but i dont know how to put in words. forget it. fuck.
爱要怎么说出口.
sheesh, get outta my heart.
