There is this one question in my mind since 3
years back and has been going on a repetition
since then.
I can't find the answer, prolly never will be
able to find it. Guess it might be a blessing?
Or perhaps just the opposite.
As the light spill over the sky once again,
I wonder when is my sky going to be the same
too.
Somehow, I can't seem to be able to get worked
up on anything lately.
As in, really get angry or excited over something
kind of thing?
Maybe if somebody just walk up to me and say
" hey, your really really really faraway relative in
outer space has passed on and named you as the inheritor
to his millions of billions kind of cash "
Then yeah, maybe I'll get worked up, maybe.
But most definitely I'll feel dumb, really.
Anyway,
Just wanted to let my friends know the same
old thing that I've been saying a thousand
times over,
I'm here.
When everything goes against y'all, I can
be there, even if its just listening? hah!
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Maybe this is just but a prank Mr God is playing
on me right on the start.
But nonetheless, it has been one hell of a
ride.. one hell of a ride indeed.
Guess its time to move on or something, but to be
honest, I'm not even sure if I can make it through.
Sounds like a loser I know, but what do you know?
Kay, I'm done ranting, but then again, I'm not.
There is ten million and one thing I can keep
going about, but gah, guess I better shut up.
Project 1, here I come T.T
