Sunday, April 12, 2009
I keep moving on like I don't care.
Being indifferent to things at times
yet over reacting when unnecessary.
Sometimes I feel I'm losing it,
and I can't hold it in much longer.
Yet I have to hang in there, even
if its just me.
Looking is all I can do.
Its like an irony.
The assurance of the past that has always
comforted me has become of what is
haunting me.
From what we were to what we are.
What happened?
Did we made this all happened, or was it
just circumstances.
But no matter how I try,
There's no way to forget.
All the mistakes and insensibility.
They'll never fade, will they?
Knowing drowning myself will never
help yet doing it in hope of just the
slightest relief, its just dumb isnt it.
And I guess moving on is all I can do.
Even if I can't, deceiving myself that I
have done so is the least I can do.
Tsk, so much for hating weaklings.
So much for despising those that cannot
pick themselves up.
I'm but one.
All back to one.
died at 3:40 AM
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